Sometimes I really wonder what am I put in this world to do, I am not that good of a person, I am not anything special in particular. Im not a good person, I always make people angry, I make myself angry all the time, I get very sensitive when people I care about talk about me.

I feel sad when others are sad, I feel like crying when I see beggars on the street, I feel like dying like any normal person sometimes, but I am afraid of death. I want to say many things to people but I have no guts to say it. I wanted to say how much I like you but I had no balls to say it and now the feeling is gone.

I need to toughen up, this soft interior and exterior won't get me anywhere.

I will only fail in life and get myself in things of which I don't intend to be in.

I am going to change, I have made that decision many a time, but now I am going to stick with it.

You all just watch, just watch.

I make this promise to myself, I am a person who holds promises dearly,

So this promise I will not break easily.