I cant confide in anybody,its impossible for me,even if i wanna confide in my friends i would think that they are gonna judge me.i know that friends wont do that stuff but,i just cant,i i dont wanna bore people with my problems.i cant even call anybody now,cause i dont have my phone,neither do i have my sim card,nor my memory chip.i dont care about those things but the most precious to me is the memory chip,i have alot of memories in there,and if anything's wrong i think i'd go crazy,that memory chip is my saviour,everytime i miss those days with my friends i would look at the pictures i took with my phone.now i dont even have neither.And people around me have lately been experiencing problems,i dont care actually.i think im gonna take my parrots down to play sometime this week.

everyday i wake up its like i have a hangover,my body aches so badly that even sitting down can be painfull.its like im gonna die.this is a cruel world already,where people steriotype anybody and everybody,and im one of them.i have been hurt many times but i seem to just forget about it.its easy to not like the person,but its hard to hate the person.people who know me would know that when im happy,im extremely enthusiastic and whatshit,and when im angry,i show it to the world.but,behind that smiling face is a frown which cant turned upsidedown.

there are many things i regret,and there are many things i want to say and take back what i ever said to hurt people.the stress is making my face all pimple(y).

i love you,these simple three words.