Well,looking back at the past.i guess that i never expected things to be great in secondary school.i remembered the first time i stepped in the old school with my yumin primary uniform,which was suckish by the way.Then trying on the shirts and shiet.then i made some friends,some enemies but in the end,we are friends.

i used to be quiet and be extremely self concious,and would not entertain anybody by talking to them,but in time,i opened up with the help of my friends,and made friends that are irriplaceable.looks like what they said were true,secondary school will be the best time in your life.now i now what they mean,time filies really quick and now im already going to be sec 4.which i find exciting cause now we can be treated as adults,just a little.

i cant imagine leaving school and never stepping in a place called 'tampine secondary school' maybe if im lucky i will be going to poly and then for a job i will be a relief teacher in tampines secondary.oh please god.

the feeling of having friends that are close to you is explainable.i feel that im a better person because of my friends.i cant bear to leave them one day,i know that sometimes im a bitch about stuff and point things out that you guys dont want people to notice.but i cant help it,but now im a little better cause you guys understand things about me and i appreciate that.i made some really good bestfriends in just awhile which i find really amazing,considering how hid myself in the dark,not letting people to notice me,i noticed that when im with my friends,im a totally different person,i just let go and dont mind when people stare at me,cause i really dont like people staring at me,im extremely insecure.

i may not look it but when im with alot of strange people whom i dont know,i totally space out and get all sweaty and nervous.

i have to thank alot of my friends but what i want to say is impossible to say with words or even showing my appreciation is impossible for me to do.i am really greatfull that my friends are beside me.and for bobo to listen to my shit about love and whatever.its seriously impossible to show or saw what i feel for my friends. oh yeah and nurul was my first friend ever the first day in secondary school,not forgetting nuraini too.the first friends in secondary school ever.i still remember the first words you guys said to me ''do you have any ideas for the class cheer'' and i said '' um sorry i dont know anything'' i guess that these memories would last forever in my heart and brain,cant seem to get rid of them.which is a good thing.

i think that the feeling of having friends is far beyond words.

p,s this is the longest post i had for a shitass long time.and each single word i typed is true.

i love you,these simple three words.